Long Distance?

A long distance relationship...
Tough or not? The one person I actually care about, and have developed feelings for, lives back in Wisconsin...I don't miss Wisconsin at all, but I do miss said person. He talks about a relationship with me almost every time we talk. He says the only thing is the distance, but also says that he would have no problem coming out here to see me. He also said he wants to take me back to Wisconsin. I said that I would but because of the seizures and the frequent doctor visits, it'd be complicated. And he says that it wouldn't because he would still love me and take care of me.... I don't want a babysitter. I feel like everyone thinks of me as someone to babysit. I don't like that feeling.
Anywho, I think running a blog is going to be fun.
I hate how October is almost over. My favorite month has flown by.

Developing Self Confidence

I've always had terrible self confidence. As far back as I can remember, I always looked down on myself. It wasn't really until the last 5-6 months that I have somewhat developed more confidence in myself. I'm not as big as I used to be (150 pounds is apparently big nowadays) and I have grown into myself more. I still suffer with seizures. The epilepsy has been a big contributor to my pretty much non-existent confidence. I always consider myself a burden on my family and even my friends because when we're out and about, they have to watch me. They pretty much have to be my babysitter in case I were to seize out in public. I've been doing makeup tutorials on my personal Facebook and it's pretty neat. Mainly because I've been asked about how I do my makeup and what I use. I've even been asked, more like requested to do said tutorials. And for some odd reason, it makes me feel good about myself.
 I also truly believe that a certain lipstick 💄 can make you feel amazing and boost your confidence! My personal favorite lipstick is Kat Von D 's "Poe"! It's a shade of blue that's pretty much almost black, but it's beautiful. I love how it's gothic, edgie and sexy all at the same time. I'm really hoping that within the next couple of months, that I'll have a lot more confidence in myself and not have to worry about how I look or how I feel. Here's to hoping🍻

I The Mighty - Lady Of Death

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LtFdQzv_Xc4

The Purpose

I decided to start a "blog" because after a while, concealing how you really feel, gets tiring. It's not easy being sick. Or even participating in daily activities. Hopefully this page will bring some people like me, around and we'll all know that we are not alone and that it isn't the end of the world.
If you're reading, thank you <3